I had a serious long talk with my parents with my problem about my certain dislike towards someone. I also read my latest entry. Basidcally to sum it up, it was immature, insensitive and childish. I realized that I’m focusing on ONLY how I feel, on how I hate that kind of thing and on how I don’t need any of that. When really nothing id forcing my to carry all that baggage.I guess the main thing I have to do is, either address the situation or avoid it altogether.
I am becoming the type of person I hate. Someone judgmental and someone who’s a coward and talks behind people’s backs. I want to stop this so I’m letting the blood simmer down and slowly work to confront the person and express my thoughts about this.. thing i have against the actions being portrayed. Or maybe just ignore the situation altogether.Forget I read anything and don’t read anything in the future. Mind my own business. Rant my on rants.
I’m too old for petty grudges. I don’t want to over complicate life with unnecessary baggage. I know I don’t need this. So it’s time to wake up and let it go. Time to shove it under the rug. Goodbye, petty grudge, I hope to never see you or any of your kind again.
Tags: attitude, Family Life, Feelings, Friends, Rant, Relationship
