I’m Moving Again

I don’t know, I think tumblr is more convenient. Plus spending almost a year lurking there, I’ve come to really like it. I’m hoping to show off more of my creativity there.

http://www.ecleccentricity.tumblr.com/

Luxury and the Lack Thereof

I had never been rich. I wore hand-me-downs until I was about eleven years old. i couldn’t (and still can’t) afford to be that girl who wears the branded clothes and the latest trends. I don’t change my phone every three minutes, in fact, I’m lucky to have my own phone. I don’t own a fancy camera. I don’t wear designer shoes. I dont wear designer anything. I am not rich.

But I deal with it. I mix, I match. I make it work. While life gives you lemons, it gives me calamansi. Still I make do. I may not have everything but I do have something. And it’s always better than nothing. So I’m thankful. Nothing in my life right now may be luxurious, but it sure is priceless. Let’s see luxury beat that.

Tags: attitude, Feelings, Rant

Time for a Little Maturity Lesson from my Parents

I had a serious long talk with my parents with my problem about my certain dislike towards someone. I also read my latest entry. Basidcally to sum it up, it was immature, insensitive and childish. I realized that I’m focusing on ONLY how I feel, on how I hate that kind of thing and on how I don’t need any of that. When really nothing id forcing my to carry all that baggage.I guess the main thing I have to do is, either address the situation or avoid it altogether.

I am becoming the type of person I hate. Someone judgmental and someone who’s a coward and talks behind people’s backs. I want to stop this so I’m letting the blood simmer down and slowly work to confront the person and express my thoughts about this.. thing i have against the actions being portrayed. Or maybe just ignore the situation altogether.Forget I read anything and don’t read anything in the future. Mind my own business. Rant my on rants.

I’m too old for petty grudges. I don’t want to over complicate life with unnecessary baggage. I know I don’t need this. So it’s time to wake up and let it go. Time to shove it under the rug. Goodbye, petty grudge, I hope to never see you or any of your kind again.

Tags: attitude, Family Life, Feelings, Friends, Rant, Relationship

Oh Stop: A Letter

Most people take to Social Networking sites to rant and bitch about their lives. How much they hate it, love it, or how boring it is. But when does self expression turn out to butthurt attention-grabbing self pity?

Some one I just can’t stand any more, YOU. Although okay for the most part, my dislike for you starts when the unnecessary ranting. You sell your self pity TOO MUCH. First of all, the incomprehensible all caps messages that will make absolutely no sense. Of course why would you rant if no one will listen? Attract attention, isn’t that your main goal?. Next, a random somebody will ask the inevitable question: ‘Are you okay?/What’s wrong?’ Then you start your pre-orchestrated essay about how much a bitch life is. Family, friends, hobbies, WEATHER, name it! Essentially you make the internet your very own  personal diary, except not every little problem is 100% true or worth rambling about. It’s okay if you start with a few boo-hoos but to let the entire world KNOW about how pathetic your life is and how everyone is against you and how your parents are unfair. NEWS FLASH: your parents ARE looking out for you. What you post ARE really either to attract comments like “It’s okay,” or “We’re here for you” or (what you really want to hear) “Poor you, you are so alone in this world, everyone is against you, don’t worry about it everyone loves you”. Disguising your pity rants as a personal conversation.. DAMN! NEWS FLASH #2: When you post it online, EVERYONE CAN SEE, YES, EVEN YOUR PARENTS. Then you get mad because they invade your life. You post your damn life all over the internet. Send a PM. I bet it wouldn’t hurt.

I don’t know why I don’t buy the rants and whatnot. maybe because saying “I’m doing everything I can” and actually doing it are two very different things. Saying you’re always studying but being online in every possible internet social networking site is not helping. Watching videos in the middle of the night won’t keep you awake in class. Say you’re doing your best and actually DO IT.  Please, my dear, no one is buying your crap because you don’t lie good enough. I f you’re saying one thing, at least pretend you’re doing it. I hate listening to your crap and I hate how you’re a hypocrite and I don’t talk to you anymore because I’d rather not say anything then to hurt your OVERSENSITIVE heart. Please grow up. PLEASE, for your sake and mine.

Sincerely yours,

A fed up Me

* I know I’m posting this up in the internet too. I know people I know may one day read it. But very few people know about this blog. I really needed to get this off me. And I’m not shoving this in anyone’s face (or internet profiles)

Tags: advice, attitude, bad trip, Feelings, Friends, Rant, Relationship, Studying

Cousin Love

A couple of weeks ago, my cousins and I stayed at a hotel just because…

Pic Spam!

Tags: cousins, Family Life, happy, Kid, love, Music, Pictures

Tom should be my boyfriend

(What’s with the pic of me and Nikki? read on and you’ll understand)

He’s perfect! Always there, never complaining. He makes me smile, He makes me laugh, sometimes he even makes me sing and dance! Being with him is always fun and never boring. I always go to him whenever I feel down and disappointed and whenever I need a quick boost. He welcomes me with open arms when I’m happy. He just makes me want to be with him. He makes me lost in his world. He’s the love of my life. Tom.

Tags: bittersweet, Feelings, forgetting, fun, games, Imaginary friennds, Tom's World